Monday, August 22, 2011

good.bye.

dengan nama ALLAH,

huraikan simpulan hati, akal, fikiran dan lidahku.

i'm not good at goodbye's. so let's just pretend that we are playing hide-n-seek and you're gonna be really hard to find me. :')

ringkas.
aku dalam proses kumpul balik sisasisa kekuatan aku yang terbang melayang to the sky high~
setelah bertahun jadi macam manusia tak berperasaan, atau yang selalu najat kata, heartless.
tibatiba terasa balik. phew apakah.
*Allah, strengthen me please. I need your help.

mujahadah memang payah. sebab penghujungnya ada Syurga yang indah.
dengan nama Allah, aku mohon dipermudahkan mujahadah ni. :)

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help me Allah,

the hlovate (hate and love) that I feel in my heart is real,

but these are feelings that I don't want to feel.

please Allah help me to be strong,

as I know feeling like this is wrong.

you know the pain and anger that I feel in my heart,

please take it away, make it depart.

I'm so tired and weary Dear alQawiyy, these feelings I cannot afford.

I want to feel alive, I want to feel free,

I want to be the best Muslim that I can be.

please take this pain, throw it away,

I need to prostrate to You and pray.

please Allah forgive my anger,

these feelings are from Shaitan- I'm in danger!

please calm my heart, calm my mind,

let me feel the peace that I yearn to find.

thank You Allah for hearing me out,

thank You Allah for allowing me to take the right route.

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[taubat - opick]

:')

*Allah, i know you're listening. i know you are always there for me. thanks for always love me. I'm trying my best to love only YOU. and forever YOU. take a good care of him, Allah, as I know you will.

"Allahumma, bersihkan hatiku dari sifat munafiq, pekerjaanku dari sifat riyaa', lidahku dari berbohong, pandanganku dari khianat, kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui apa yang disembunyikan oleh pandangan dah dirahsiakan oleh hati."

2340/22Ramadhan1432H,
lailatul qadr is better than a thousand months,
[alQadr : 3],
chickenrice.

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